Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Math, Dreams, Friends, and Suggestions.

Hello everyone...anyone.
     I haven't posted in a while, and to the maybe possible regular readers, I'm sorry. I've been caught up in a rush of total nothingness, and was just too lazy to blog about really nothing at all...hmm maybe that should have been my blog title. 'Nothing at all'...anyway.
Let us talk about.....math.
     Dear lord or whatever other entity there is out there[FSM], do I hate math. I can't take it anymore. I just spent about five hours just staring at my notes, and whining at my book. I used to love it, honestly I did, but now I can't even finish half the homework. My math professor sounds like Kermit the Frog. Just had to put that out there. And he speeds though everything, even when people ask him to repeat an explanation, zoom! and it's over. -_- I also think that he is making everything up as he goes along, and we just write it down because he goes so fast, and then when I look at the notes from lecture to try to muddle my way through the homework things magically go missing. I will dissect a problem piece by piece, and something just disappears half way through...but I copy the board, and my friend in that class says the same thing...I think it's all lies.
     Okay, dream time. Seriously what the fuck is going on with my head? I had a sex dream last night, and not just any sex dream, I was sleeping with Eminem. Really?! I haven't even listened to him in ages. I don't get my damn brain sometimes. Not that I don't like him, he's a total bad ass, and I love him, but not like that..And then other dreams are about school, but I'll be on my way to class and I forget something and I know I did, and I just keep going. And the dream changes...?! Or my favorite![sarcasm] is when I dream about conversing with my roommate about nothing in particular. Really? I'll take the sex dream please! 
[Speaking of my roommate, I've realized that she only likes me when someone better isn't around. And when I say someone better, I mean when no one else is around! Along with my other roommates, I'm pretty sure they are all judging me, in their heads. Except one, we'll call her Anne. [not her real name]  I don't think she judges me, because I am the only one who never gave her any grief about dating a guy who is way older than her. Because honestly, after 18-20ish, age is just a number.]
  I have however found a friend. [who is a 23 year old freshman...speaking of the age thing^^]  A real, talk to about anything, can have fun shopping/talking/and even just doing laundry with friend. And what makes it 100  times better, she's a Potterhead. [yes computer Potterhead is a term, no red squiggly please] Just as much as I am. It's great to finally be able to talk to someone about it, [whom I haven't already] and just rant about it like such fangirls should. We honestly have full blown ,heated [in the good way] Harry Potter/JKR* conversations over dinner...we get a lot of  funny looks. But it's worth it. Not only is she a Potterhead, but she is from New York. She understands what it's like to miss little things like foods, and tap water. Sound too good to be true? That's because it is, she is transferring to another Penn State campus, to be closer to home, by the end of this semester. That's okay though, I'm used to it. People leaving, that is. I always pick the friend who is going to leave, never in a negative 'they hate me' kind of way [although I have had my fair share of those as well], but in the 'every close friend I have had is in a different state or time zone' kind of way. I've become numb to the loss.
     And finally Suggestions...if anyone is actually reading any of these and has a topic they would like to hear me rant about, hit me up with a comment. I am having trouble [at the moment**] with coming up with witty topics...I'm sure none of you want to hear about the campus ducks or Doctor Who [so soon] again...although there will be more DW in the future...sorry. But seriously, comment with just a topic, or a story, and I will rant about it as an entire topic. Just for you. Haha, I feel like a celebrity, except I'm not and not a lot of people read this...hmm I've said that a lot this post. Dear readers, I'm sorry. You are amazing, and I love you. Very much, because you care enough to at least view my page! You Rock!
      Allons-y
-M
* I am now taking back what I said about 'The Casual Vacancy' by J.K.Rowling, it is slightly raunchy, and I have a feeling it is only going to become more so. With that said, still an amazing book. 
**I forgot to rant about the season premier of 'The Walking Dead'! I have sooo many comments I would like to make, but I'll wait until tomorrow, since I have early class tomorrow, and I will be up til dawn talking about the beloved zombie infested show. So therefore, it will get it's own post.


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